i know that it is my first time to write a post about me or the events that happened to me , with another shape &another language .. but, i think, that achieve what had changed to me or to my minds , just read
this post to know what i mean
One day I found that a lot of things had happened to me without knowing what had happened ! i.e. i do it or not , and found a lot of things or wrong things accumulated on each other above my head , as Egyptians says , how it happen &what had been done .... all blame me that i am wrong .. i don't know
Again i go back with my memory to know what had happened .. if this is from me really or others
my dad & my mum see that all what i do is all wrong.. they want me to act like them as they was in my age before ... they don't know that the world had changed not me only
They also want to know everything i do .. OK,I will make u to know what i do .. when i start to talk i found a refuse to all what i do .. hey, i haven't complete yet .. they interrupt me to give there silly comments & the dialogue converted into a war between ages and everyone get nervous to his opinion with a nervous , non civil dialogue .. & after few days , again they ask me to know what i do .. & then get angry that I don't tell them and said that I had change .. they didn't hear me before .. how it come ..( they don't hear as they talk )
they also say that i had changed after entering that faculty ( they think that my mind & thoughts with my dreams will be still as i was in high school ) they think that i am still only thinking about how to pass only my exams & don't once think what i need to live my life ..( then the word that always on there tongue that i had changed)
My girl " Manal" .. that lovely, cute, intelligent girl , that whatever i say or talk about her, i will never give here what she is to me... she also think that my way is not so good in sometimes that hurts here .. and then ordered me to change this way ..
My way , i try sometimes to give little words when i talk with u cause when i talk with i forget all my words .. u aren't as anyone i knew .. u the girl that i love and really believe me that my way is sometimes go bad without i know and this is because of ur love ... my way is good but the stress between us makes us sometimes imagine some words and things that didn't happen. ( because i love u , i fell to express what i want to say to u , so i wrong in my speech .. plz forgive me for my faults and try to understand all what i want to u to know .. NOT WRONGLY)
my colleagues , after results of midterm exams looks at me in a compassion way .. as i am a stupid boy who enter that faculty by luck or wrongly .. and stupid to be with them ( the thing that they don't know that i become more fooler after set down with them )
they think that my bad midterm exam result will stop me to continue what i had start ....
My dream is still to be a great doctor than them .. and i want all of u my colleagues to know ( who laugh now .. cry later)
i am not as u .. study& study& study & become more fooler and more ignore with people and live .. they don't no any thing about live .. and the funy that they don't know what will they to work in the future .. really stupid when one of them don't know what kentucky fried chicken buy!!!!!!!! really stupid .. ( if i didn't live my life now and know everything in my life , when will i live or know????????????)
my friend Mohamed Bishr had talked in his last post in his blog http://bishr2038.blogspot.com about a stupid girl in his section but nearly i found that it is a a little bad situation than what i will talk .. a stupid girl from all stupid girls in my section asked the doctor after he said," the lesson now about male scrotum " she asked:" and the female scrotum?" ohhhh really stupid fuckin' girl as all stupid girls in my faculty ...
finally i want to say a word to all who i took about in this post u all want to control my mind and my thoughts but hear me .. u can control what u have but no one can control me without a permission given from me .. and really i will change .. but my mind will be still as it ...............
